Ode to Rob Pattinson

He just deserves to have his picture posted.

Blow Out The Candles

Soooooo.

February 28th is my 19th birthday.

Yay me. Last year of being a teen.

wow.

&& to celebrate, my best friend Katie and I are going to San Jose!!!!!!

We're going to the Film Festival there to see Rob Pattinson's Independent Indie Film.

Its called How to Be.

Ive wanted to see it ever since I saw a little clip of it and Im so completely pee-in-my-pants excited.

Maybe that was too much information? haha :D

But really. I'm suuuuuupppeeerrr ecstatic.

This is going to be the best birthday ever.

hmmm. :))))))

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Confession.

I wish I was as close to God as I used to be.

Things Are Looking Up Because...

I'm actually trying in school this semester.
I hope it lasts because I feel really proud of myself. :)
Another thing is that there is an amazing chance that I might be moving to LA.
I'm trying not to make a huge deal out of it because there is a good chance I wont be able to,
but I am so anxious and excited its borderline ridiculous.
I'm trying to be more compassionate towards people also.
Hopefully I can learn patience by doing this.
Did that make sense?
I dont care.
And the last thing is, I've decided to stop looking for a relationship with someone.
For the past few years it was ME chasing the guy I was interested in.
I'm letting them come to me.
When God wants the love of my life to come into the picture, he will.
It's weird, seeing a good-looking guy and not thinking about what it would be like to marry him.
hahaha I'm totally joking.
kinda.
*sigh*
hmmm. :)

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Question for God.

We all know that some people go to Heaven and some go to Hell.
And we know that you are all-knowing.
But if you knew that some people would be going to Hell, why did you create us?
hmmm >:/

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